Today, is Tuesday. Yesterday is Monday, and I don`t know yesterday is the good day or not! Semalam semua calon mahasiswa baru lagi wanti-wanti apakah mereka lulus atau gak. Diantara "mereka" ada AKU ~ Indri Hana Maria yang juga tengah was-was dalam menunggu pengumuman semalam. Aku berharap aku LULUS di Universitas Sumatera Utara di fakultas Teknologi Informasi, tetapi keberuntungan lagi gak berpihak padaku. Aku membuka internet, membuka pengumuman.sbmptn.or.id, memasukkan nomor pesertaku dan juga mengisi tanggal lahir ku. Aku berharap tulisannya "ANDA DITERIMA DI SBMPTN 2013" bukan "ANDA BELUM DITERIMA DI SBMPTN 2013". Aku mencoba gak menangis, aku ngerasa kalo tadi tulisannya aku lulus aku mungkin juga nangis, karna bagiku it`s a MIRACLE.
Seraya lagi nunggu loading yang lama banget karna pada berebut buka pengumuman, ditab lain aku membuka twitter dan di timeline twitter begitu banyak sukacita yang aku baca. Aada yang masuk di ITB, UNDIP, and they`re happy NOT LIKE ME! I`m back to my home, I just talk to my heart that I must strong. I pray to Jesus, and I say THANKS FOR EVERYTHING JESUS. Aku ngerasa TUHAN udah punya rencana indah buat aku. Di sisi lain memang sedih, tapi mau gak mau harus semangat dan I CAN! But, i don`t know about my father and mother -,"
Seharian itu bisa dikatakan aku merasa bersyukur atas keputusan TUHAN Yesus, karna bagiku Dia sedang merencanakan yang lebih besar dari apa yang aku rancangkan. Semalaman aku sms`an sama anggina, dan handphone ku juga penuh dengan inbox yang menanyakan "LULUS NDRI?" SHY yeah but DON`T BE SHY J You know my answer : "Puji Tuhan, gak lulus :`) Jesus will give the best for me. I believe :D" So this is my half conversation with anggina putri pane J
Indri : Gina, you`re not alone. We same :) You`re lucky girl honey, you still have polmed :D FIGHTING!
Gina : So deep.
Gina : God always know what I feel now, maybe miracle doesn`t come this year :`) Just patient, keep calm, and study hard, u must keep strong, life must go on, u could strong like a monster if u want it
Indri : Amen, in my mind now just surrender, trust, and patient. I know, GOD always listen my pray, GOD always look my tears, and my hope. I will be strong, i swear. But, doesn`t like monster, like princess you know hahah :))
Gina : Monster is strong, do the best and catch what did he want, he always care and know about his pain.
Indri : Yeah, it`s strong but arrogant i don`t want it :p He is GOD? You must use capital letter you know (likesastragirl) HAHAH hon, please save this our conversation & upload to our twitter :))
Gina : :)) monster have much tears before he becomes a monster and then princess or hero comes to change him to be best person, I think someday we will get it, get same experience like monster :)
Indri : I`m sorry, i`m headache. He is monster. Oh GOSH, i`m sorry GOD
Gina : He is monster,not GOD -,-
Indri : Hahah i know :p gina, what do u think about me? I can strong, but my daddy doesn`t. He say to me that i arrogant. What my false?
Gina : Nobody knows what our feels and our parents too..
Indri : Ya, but please don`t like this. NOW, i feel i just really want meet my Real Father in Heaven (GOD). I wanna say to GOD, i just surrender to YOU dad
Gina : I<3ur spirit best :* But i can`t hide my sadness
Indri : Me too honey, but i just can hold His promise to me. I believe, He was plan my beautiful future :)
Gina : Amiin, aminn, I believe we will success with our tears
Indri : Exactly, we will success with our pray and our amazing God? Right? Hahah
Gina : That`s right:`)
Indri : Don`t be laugh ;) *nangislemot. Tepok jidat. When you can teach me? Maybe, i will get polmed exam :)
Gina : I can`t sist. I must work :( my family have much trouble, because it, I have more sadness cause I couldn`t been proud them:`more againn
Indri : Work? What are you doing? I pray for your family trouble. Me too, i really want to make my parents proud. But i don`t know how
Gina : Yes, i must save money to pay my parents money:( We can do it :(
Indri : Gina, we`re really same. But i believe, tomorrow we can get back they`re money but not money they`re want. So, now you work?
Gina : Yes, I work with my mom sell ice drink, and I must sell t-shirt yeah that`s my brother`s business, but he is give it to me
Indri : Honey, i proud of you, really. God always see you, and you will be the best girl. Always hope to Him yaa. Success for your work :) Sorry if my english is complicated haha
Gina : My english is so bad :( I proud of u too, u can smile in this situation, they are can smile cause pass the exam, but u can smile in our failed, we must be more than them ! God please hearing our pray, take us in ur best choice
Indri : I can smile & strong because i have reliance, but i don`t know what are my parents feeling. I feel, they`re dissapointed to me. Now, in my home i feel my dad like a different people huhuh
Gina : I think u can stay in usual activity, don`t be sad, cause they don`t know, if u silent until u can speak to them,
Indri : Okay. We must praying each other ya beibs. We are lucky girl because God`s love us :) What`re you doing now? Uuh, now i`m headache because crying wkwk
Gina : Same, I gonna have a bad mood:(( just try to silent in the crying
Indri : Keep spirit beibs :* you wanna get sleep?
Gina : I think u must sleep now, okay ,, get rest please indri ({})
Selanjutnya terus menerus saling mensupport, dan akhirnya pertanyaan kitapun melenceng kepada suatu sosok HANDSOME JUDGES in MASTERCHEF INDONESIA 3 yeah ~ Chef ARNOLD PURNOMO (",")
So, now the conclusion is LIFE MUST GO ON, ALWAYS BELIEVE TO GOD, and TRY TRY TRY J And back to my motto SURRENDER, TRUST AND PATIENCE ~ and BLESSINGS WILL FLOW BACK TO YOU :D
